Leave

He doesn't want to give up, no. He just wants to leave. He wants to leave and never, ever, come back. Not for anyone, or anything. He wants to run and fly and not be ashamed to cry. He wants to start over and forget everyone from his past. He wants to love and feel worthy not just of someone else's love, but also that he's worthy enough to love someone. He wants to leave the pain, the sorrow, the regret. But he can't. So he'll cry in silence instead.